Uchenna, Writer, Engineering Student

Friday, May 22, 2020

Imagine - 'Berry' Pink Sweat$ ft. Daniel Ceasar Type Beat Prod. GC

I sat there watching me tear up myself.
For some stupid reason, I denied my help.
My attempt--rejected--by a deluded process
of dangerous thoughts.

They minimized sleepless nights asking myself
why I chose to continue to ignore this girl.
Why won't I just...

...leave all the guilt behind?
Find something I might like?
Go ahead, take some time.
Please...for my sanity,
won't I try?

This anxiety life isn't doing me right.
The exhaustion's always stopping intentions to fight.
Just stop apologizing, and start my realizing of who I am.
Just...imagine the feeling--
imagine the healing--
imagine being...

Don't...you want that for us?
Don't...you want that for me?
You'll get off our feet, 
I'll spread our wings.
Let's step outside...this spiral mind
and find...some therapy.
We could start feeling better when talking things through.
No more bottling down when the blame ain't on you.
I'm begging me--
Leave all my guilt behind.
Find something I might like.
Go ahead, take some time.
Please, for stability,
can't we try?

This anxiety life isn't doing me right.
The exhaustion's always stopping intentions to fight.
Just stop apologizing, and start my realizing of who I am.
Just...imagine the feeling--
imagine the healing--
imagine being...
free.
Please...for serenity.
Just...imagine.

Beat Which Inspired This: Pink Sweat$ ft. Daniel Ceasar Type Beat Prod. GC 'Berry' (0:46-3:28)

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