Amends - ''Goodbye'' Khelani x Bryson Tiller Type Beat Prod. Eibyondatrack x Thomas Crager

Pushing me under, tearing me up;

sometimes I wonder if guilty's enough.

Stop all the bullshit, it's wearing me down.

Pressing the charges, push accusations.

Being in charge, such a sensation;

emotion's off-shift, blinded her conscience.

No damn to give, cannot see grievance.

Walk on right past it(walk on right by).

Why waste her time with all my nonsense.

String them all along, wear them all out.

Cause after all, that's what she's about.

I'll take the fault for not having the doubt,

but years on the fall, I won't take it now.

So off her shit, so gone with power.

Won't see me trip, won't see me cower.

Won't do that no more, she had her chance.

I gave her that chance--
Gave her another--
And yet another--
Benefits from my doubt--
So still another--
And fucking still--
She got another--
Holy damn.

Catch me in her hands right after last month?

 I'm dead or diseased cause I've had enough

whining and wailing about how I'm too much.

How I screwed her up, how I messed her up.

How I am the reason she had to go silent.

Why be so heartless? So brute and so violent?

I guess you've gone blind, making so-called "amends."

Alright, okay then, you'll see how this ends.

Beat which inspired this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qY0Io9aeJQw (0:38-1:55)